Alone(:

wishes

2010-12-27T11:12:00.003+08:00

y time always pass so quickly when i d w it to? after the tw trip, i wake up everyday blurly n dun even no wat m i suppose 2 do 4 the day...

holiday gonna end soon n i hate it D; cus gonna b seperate from my clique.1 person in a class. so scary. i rlly 1 2 make at least 1 new frend in my class n still able to b wif my clique during recess n lunch time((: all this wishes must come true! <333

It hurts

2010-12-25T21:44:00.001+08:00

I finally no how hurt it can b when u try 2 smile when u r crying. Its like a kinfe just pass through your heart n u start crying even more...

Audi wif lao gong ^^

2010-12-24T12:55:00.002+08:00

LAO GONG SO CHIOOOOOOOOOO <3

Culture exhibition.

2010-12-04T18:15:00.004+08:00

went 4 some culture exhibition 2dae. super tiring... wake out around 8 plus, raining heavily -.- was kinnda late. LOL! We reach the first stop, the adults that was suppose 2 give us a tour around the exhibition actually call us kids... KIDS?! but nvm... explain 2 us bout some countries culture, took pics(: watch some performance, tried very hard nt 2 laugh~ >.< <3333 the fashion show especially the heels that they r wearing XD the models were preeeetaeee~ second stop, singapore museum. same exhibition that i went wif the sch. took more pics. suppose 2 take care of the kids but ended up playing myself XD play wif the map, every1 very zi high :D fat finger prob, HAHAHAHA~ watch 3D show, BRAVO! although 3D effect nt too much(: about 2 went 2 bus bay, saw the guy on the screen, we shout 2 him that he on the screen. he started making funny poses. ROFLMAO. he sit till like ahbeng then switch 2 yoga position XD sat on the staircase, took some pics ^^ on the way bck, was tired... But, i enjoy this trip (:

things might nt b wat u see only D: it's not worth it.

2010-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

So long no blog le >.< life recently is boring... Use comp 4 few hours also get scolded... Anybody gt nice shows 2 recommend?

Idontunderstand. Ijustdont. Btw, imverystupid >.<

stress medicine

2010-11-21T20:06:00.001+08:00

IDIOT! (:

I m a dummy ^^ hahahahahahahahaha!!

D;

2010-11-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

going off 2 perak 2nite le... dun even want 2 go... but no choice lorhh... hope that everyday in perak will b a happy 1(: i wanna come bck sg asap!

2010-11-14T12:16:00.002+08:00

a few more days... i m 14 plus off 2 perak :( i m trying so hard 2 make myself excited but when the dates r nearer, i m more n more afraid. i feel so unprepared, i just feel that something is missing... idk wat is it. IDW PERAK!!! D;

its a thursday(:

2010-11-11T15:39:00.003+08:00

nth special bout 2dae actually(: but sure it will be exciting on this friday. gonna wake up super early to bath, eat n then check my sub combination. Then i will go 2 sch then dash bck home 2 change then dash 2 tiong, then bus 2 ecp. wheeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~ hehehe

i just want 2 pray very hard that 2morow wont rain. i hope the sun will b out n give every1 warmth :D i dun mind the sun 2 b very hot, but, pls dun rain. tyvm :D

this few days, i keep getting nag by my parents 4 using comp 4 long hours. but, seriously wat else can i do? dun worry, i wont get crazy just by playing these online games. But, how do u 1 me 2 tell u all this? i dun even tried explaning 2 u guys cus i bet u guys wont understand. i rather save my breath. pls, just give me a moment of slience when i m playing my games. i have enough of every single thing. nt only u that is feeling frustrated. I M ALSO. so can pls give me some peace.(:

sWiMMiNg~~

2010-11-09T11:48:00.002+08:00

MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! HEHEHEHE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i m laughing(: siao girl is bck eh. lalalala~~~

swimming lataaaa... throw all my sadness n my worries into the water. swimming rawKKss XD I enjoy staying in the water <3

cant wait 4 it(:

Miracle.

2010-11-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

I m wierd >.< so wierd.

Will 2morow b a better day or just a bad 1? I m still pretending. Remember........ Nt yours will nev b yours...

I want a miracle.

2010-11-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

Stop nagging or scold me every single day. R u crazy or wat? I cant tok bck 2 u. All i can do is cry sliently n then mummy would calm me down. N then u, u sucker would act like u r the only 1 who is angry. Pls. Can u just shut up 4 at least 1 sec? Nobody in the family can stand u anymore.

This is a dream...

2010-11-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

I just wish that this dream would last forever... I never would want to wake up from it. I m really afraid.

I m trying to b happy, but... ...
I m always faking a smile n a laughter.

numb?

2010-10-30T20:39:00.001+08:00

I... i m doing this again...

I can tell everything. But sometimes, i really choose 2 pretend that idk anything rather than asking u. I wonder how nov would turn out. I use 2 b so excited bout it n nw, i dont. i m nt lying 2 myself. But, i really cant feel anything right nw. I hope that this feelings would last 4ever, cus idw 2 fall 4 any1 anymore.

2010-10-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

I m feeling so so so scared nw. sad. *cries* );

If i ever did anything wrong 2 any1, i m saying sorry nw. i dun mean anything. sometimes i m just stupid enough 2 do things wrong. I did it without thinking. sorry. i dun mean it.

Nw i feel that every1 hates me ); i dun 1 2 wake up. 2dae when i wake up, i just felt so sad! *cries*

2010-10-28T10:35:00.001+08:00

I m bored to death.... Everyone seems so busy accept me. so freeeeeeeeeee );

Lucky 2morow gt class outing, then can go out wif my dearest~!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

I LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYSSSSS : van, nat, eunice, dayna (:

Dragon boating!

2010-10-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

HAHA!! FUN FUN FUNNNNNN. love it(: nw my hand no strength 2 spam brbp. On the way 2 bedok reservoir, had fun on the bus(: then listen 2 the instructor 4 some safety rules n how 2 whole the stick. 4got wat is it call. LOL!
then when get up the boat, every1 were like screaming. Cus the boat like going capsize. LOL!! sit wif van(: then spray water at one another. spray other ppl on the other boat tooooooo^^ then they spray bck, then get very very very WET WET WET!! but fun ar ^^ then gt race. second or last second? idk lehhs. LOL! then end le. time 2 change. was dashing to the toilets 2 change. the toilet so wet also. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA(: then bought many snacks. full full. sit bus bck, very sleepy. nw also very sleep. lols!!

I love nat, van, eunice n dayna!!! XD

error.

2010-10-24T14:46:00.000+08:00

HAHA! 2morow is dragon boating nt kayaking. O.O LOL!!!

Sunday :D

2010-10-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

Recently, there are many happy n unhappy stuffs. Nw happy, after a while sad things appear. So, i really try 2 treasure those happy times(:

2dae is a sunday. HAHAHA. nth special actually(: going out wif family, yeahh..... hope can get 2 see some nice clothes n shoes, cus i m dying 2 buy clothes n shoes ^^ my shoe spoil le. hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahaha!!!

2morow gt kayaking, excited!! FUN FUN FUNNNNNNNNN!!! but carry the boat, confirm heavy lehhh ); but when row the boat, SHIOK ar! :DDD cant wait 4 2morow(:

2010-10-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

I m holding bck my tears. Help u make phone, u scold me. Sucks. Next time dun ask me help u. U big sucker. Go die lahh!!
I need some1 2 tok 2 badly ); can i tok 2 u? ...

2010-10-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

those question... sorry, i have really hurt u. i wont accept u, cus i cant. i really cant. even if i force myself, things wont turn out nice. I M SO SORRY!!! D:
u r too late. u give me such a long time. i use the time 2 tink through everything, n i found out that u r nt the type that i 1. just really nt.... i might lose my only chance. but i have no choice, i d w 2 hurt myself/u.

2010-10-19T16:01:00.003+08:00

i dun feel like going sch anymore.... ZZZZZZZzzzzz......
its getting more n more boring. nov overseas trip, dun even feel like going -.- gt a very bad bad bad feeling bout it. just hope that everything will b allright....
So looking 4ward 2 dec((: DEC HURRY COME! i seriously cannt wait 4 it.

2010-10-16T12:28:00.001+08:00

ohh.... so u have met a new person... but y do i care so much? mayb i m just desperate. omg...

2010-10-15T18:17:00.003+08:00

Tell me wat i should do? i dun like 2dae..... mayb i like some parts but nt most of it.

I M SORRY! this is the first time i m doing this, everytime is other ppl do it 2 me. i no how much it hurts n here i m doing it 2 u. i really dun mean it. is better 2 let u no b4 is too late. how can i do this?

but i m at least better than those ppl who did this 2 me. sorry........... pls dun feel sad nor get hurt. its nt worth it.

2010-10-11T20:03:00.001+08:00

hey jinghui! cannt cannt cannt~~~~!! pls dun. seriously dun..... die le lahh );
this seriously sucks....

2010-10-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

SUCKERS!!!!
After exam still cannt play. wat else u 1 me to do? O PLS. i have enough of reading.
crazy ppl. say wat i will regret next time if nw i continue playing. so u 1 mean 2 study nw? so wat if i study nw? go re-take exam ar? SIAO! i have nev see ppl like this b4.... during exam period, keep studying then keep ask me go sleep -.- nw exam over, i wan play, u come noisy.... just shut up and get lost ke bu ke yi!? irritating ppl

2010-10-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

wat is this feeling called??? >.< URGG!
i m so wierd ttm! my mood is brought to the lowest. wanna go bck 2 ecp nw to shout u away.
**** OFF!

i learn this 2dae(:

2010-10-08T19:18:00.001+08:00

笑笑笑, 拍你的unglam photo 你才知道 :D

Dear exam,

2010-10-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

Can u pls just end 2dae! I can no longer take it. 22 marks fly 4 maths! How sad this is ); 8marks is wasted just cus of my idiotic carelessness!! I just 1 a 60 marks n thats all, y is it so diff? Nw, i only wish that i can at least get a pass n thats all. I have learn 1 thing: how much u 1 it, u wont get it. U can only get it if u dun 1 it. Study 4 so many weeks 4 hist. Memorise n memorise... N i might only get a pass 4 hist. So, this tells me, dun revise. It wont help anyway. I no longer wants 2 revise 4 anymore sub. I give up.

smile(:

2010-10-03T18:20:00.001+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

:DD

HAHAHAHAHA (:

2010-09-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

LOL. 2morow hist paper. Gd luck 2 me, pls dun fail or u will die! I m so so worried bout my geog,sci,maths n hist papers ); die le lahh...

the feeling is bck..... U look best when u r nt toking n looking down wif a blur face. Hahaha... How crazy, wierd of me...

2010-09-26T18:26:00.002+08:00

After today... the feelings just fade totally away. I cant help it. is my fault allrights?
To me, i feel that the problem was u, but after thinking while walking home, i tink it was me. I feel that i m so wierd -.- y m i acting this way?
I no that 4 the past few days, i was just lying to myself. mayb 4 some reasons bahhh? hahaha.............................. But, why the lie seems so real to me? way too real.... i cannt even tell that it was a lie.
y m i doing this 2 myself???
Listening to songs in the lift alone when u r nt in a gd mood, the feeling is just so nice. Alone at home wif windows all close, it feels like u r living in your own world.
the evening today, seems so beautiful......
i m so so wierd

2010-09-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

I WANT AUDI!!!!!!!! I miss audi ttm!! );
exam faster faster end ke yi mahh?

2010-09-17T21:26:00.003+08:00

SA2 is really coming. N the time is flying way too fast, that i cannt even breathe. Pls help me. just make memorising easier pls ): hope that i m able 2 shout 2morow when playing the rides. hope is thrilling enough. cant wait 4 it.

dun give me false hope. Dun say anything that are nt the truth, cus i might b that stupid enough 2 believe wat u say. When u told me another story, i feel so hurt, cus i no is nt the truth. Or, u r lying. i just hope that u can tell me the truth. is it really difficult 2 just say the truth? U hurt me a lot. i dun wish u 2 b the third 1 allright?

O great, i lost my NP uni. so blur of me. should have walk over n check wat was it. thx ek super much 4 helping me 2 find the uni(:
Whoever who find my uni, i really will thank u super lots!

How long more?

2010-09-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

I cant concentrate each time when i stop and think.
Its seems to take so much longer than i expected. I m a loser. -.-
i m giving up. Give everything up and smile.

2010-09-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

WATS WIF MY PARENTS!!!!?????
SAY WAT I KEEP PLAYING COMP. EVERYDAY PLAY SAME THING, SO NICE MEH. -.-
DUN NO WHY I KEEP PLAYING.
I WANT PLAY CANNT MEHH!? Y MUST U ALL CARE!? DID U ALL EVEN SEE ME STUDYING!? IF U SAY NEV, CAN I SAY THAT ARE U BLIND!!!!???? -.-
CARE SO MUCH!
THEN PLS, DUN CARE! THEN MAYB I WILL SAY THANK YOU VERY MUCH! -.-

WOW chase!!!!!!

2010-09-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

wake up around 9.30. was suppose 2 wake up around 9 but then, i see wrong time. i saw 8.15 -.- ok nvm. then quickly go bath then eat breakfast. met nat then walk 2 bm 2gether(: was late. HAHAHA! then went 2 eat pizza, nobody wanted 2 take the pizza first. HAHAHA, SO FUNNEH!!!! (: then went 2 a rm, super cold........ then the race started. run around, LOVE IT!(: sweat a lot, happy happy!!! was really really super scared of the bad game master. the worst 1 is the second 1, the 1 who said peek-a-boo. I really dun care anything n chiong ar!!!!!!!! seriously is super scary.... lucky he stop chasing, or i tink i really will faint due 2 short of breath.
the whole wow chase was seriously very fun!!!!!!! but super tired too :D

Spinning...

2010-09-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

Cant help but take a afternoon nap 2dae. Was tired n nap helps me 2 relax yeah? Then i didn want 2 wake up. End up sleeping till soooooo super late! Then my head starts 2 spin, felt really terrible. So wats the point of taking naps? Hai...
Mummy cook curry 4 dinner, but i dun even feel like eating -.-

terrible...

2010-09-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

Felt super terrible this morning when i wake up. ):
quickly eat breakfast, change then walk 2 sch. lucky was early. listen teacher talk talk talk. almost fell asleep. keep yawning. Then went home straight. play audi. sianzzz -.- i m really tired. really i m.
i dun wanna wake up. i want 2 sleep.
Play is the only thing that can allow ppl 2 4get every single thing. EVERY. once u stop playing, everything just come bck. hahaha.........................

I cant seem 2 find the old me...

2010-09-04T16:58:00.003+08:00

i really dont understand. now, i cant believe i m lying 2 myself. i dont know how 2 tell myself, everything seems like a dream... seriously, they r all dreams yeah?? i hope they are. I m still doing all the wrong things when i already know how it would turn out.... some1, pls help me. stop me. ):

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it~

Teachers' day celebration + Be Yourself Day.

2010-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

2dae is the teachers' day celebration plus be yourself day(: finally get 2 nt wear uni 2 sch!! YEAH! then teacher was like choosing 1 person 2 represent our class. Then any1 who is nt wearing sch uni must walk around the class rm -.-" walk like dun no how many rounds??
LOL!

then went 2 the hall 4 the celebration. :DD The dance SUPER SUPER niceeeeeeeeee~~! after the celebration, talk outside the hall, then went eat lunch wif my dearest (:

After that, chiong bck 2 my pri sch. so happy! my p6 teacher came out of the library 2 talk 2 us :D he is still the same, no change at all. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! super funneh!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! :DDDDD then walk around the sch, decorations change a lot. canteen food still almost the same(: i remember every single thing that i did at my pri sch(: went bookshop too!! things so cheap, should have bought more money wif me. Then went outside pri sch buy ice-cream cone! still as nice as b4, just that the price increase le. Then went home, leg suddenly super pain. suddenly feel very tired plus sad? wierd.

wats wrong wif me? everything just change... i no is actually my fault. but u started it. i m sorry...

SUNDAY!!

2010-08-29T13:17:00.002+08:00

2dae is a sunday(: 2morow is a monday, going sch!!! tuesday is teachers' day celebration plus be yourself day, dun no wat 2 wear lehhs ): exams coming super soon, yeah? no mood 2 study at all...
i m becoming lazy... ): awwww....
later going out, great! first time without................): nvm.

is nt over yet... i tot is already over... ):

Friday (:

2010-08-27T19:27:00.002+08:00

hey ppl! 2dae is a friday, a CCA day(: i really enjoy CCA day nw(:
gd things happen 2dae, my rifle drill improve le! YEAH!!! hmmm... then gt 2nd class drill test, is so dammn fun! :D cus gt a lot of funny things happening. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D and every1 pass in my group(: but 2morow morning, when i wake up, comfirm leg n hand pain like mad! >.<
After sch, went 2 Great World wif nat and eunice(: ate mac. took lots n lots of photo, spend bout 1 hr in the toilet?(: HAHAHAHAHA! :D 2dae is really a gd day^^

Finally, all the sadness are over(: everything its gone. its a gd thing, its better 2 stay like this, its better 4 me 2 hate u(: sometimes, we must learn 2 stop at a place, n dun move on. cus things might turn out better de^^ hmmm... i miss the olden days lah... When u 1 it, u wont get it. When u dun 1 it, u will get it^^ thats wat i have learnt! (:

I DUN LIKE IT!

2010-08-24T19:11:00.002+08:00

everything r lies... horrible! liers! liers! )):
everything that i know, they r all lies, FAKE!
everything change so much, its been 2 a point where there is no turning bck. now i have 2 walk on my own... depend on myself, cus no one will b here.
stay strong!

GREAT

2010-08-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

parents nag so much this few days... but i understand y, especially 2dae. i no that 2morow everything will b allright des(:
i wake up every morning, i feel so sianz, n i just wondered, y time pass so fast when i m asleep? idwanna wake up. horrible world.

hearing things bout u, make me so angry. cus it makes me wonder, all the things that u said, were they the truth or they r just lies? i just found out something... Thanks 4 EVERYTHING. u r so SMART!

ppl do change.

2010-08-12T19:38:00.002+08:00

wanted 2 post this yesterday, but yesterday no time. so decided 2 post 2dae.

Another u had appeared... n i didnt no u were the same. I tink through lots of stuffs, n i just wondered, those words.... i no is my own fault 4 taking it so seriously.... but u should understand...
i suddenly remember how i met u. its funny(: we were scolding 1 another till one day, we had something so common then we became closer.... how i wish during those days, i wasnt so stupid n mayb things wont turn out this way. I hate u now. thats wat i said, but y each time............ i dun hate u again. But i also have to thank u 4 being here during those days where i really needed somebody, u bring happiness but now? u throw me back into the same place. now i m wondering.... who will b the next person who would save me? U, U or U?
but, nobody will ever b the same as u.

National day!!

2010-08-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
cant wait 4 NDP 2 start^^

National day celebrations plus great world(:

2010-08-06T15:22:00.002+08:00

HIEEEEEE PPL!

reach sch at about 6.30. Went to lvl 1 toilet, 1 door everytime is lock 1.... Then me n hh very scared, so walk away^^ walk 2 canteen toilet change 2 NP uniform. SWEAT LIKE MAD! lucky hh gt fan(: Then chat chat chat until 7plus? then fall in at parade square(: didnt move(: But my legs nev lift up high ): hmm... nvm ar... the parade went well!!!(: went canteen 4 breakfast, didnt eat, only drink water^^
Then went hall 2 watch performance(: I like the last part when the teachers sing national day songs^^ FUN FUN FUNNNNNN! After that, stay in the hall 4 2morow YOG stuffs... After that, rush down 2 NP rooms take things then change.
Went home. Bath then change. call nat, then went meet them at outside sch bus-stop^^ went great world burger king to eat. VERY FUUUUUUUULL!! ;DD Then went to 1 corner, near the toilet there take photo^^ VERRRRRRRRRRRY FUNNNNNNNN! ;DD Then bk, nando n ek came. then like playing catching wif them. LOL^^ walk around great world then all of us went home^^
2dae is FUNNNNNNNN! ;DD

2morow going 2 YOG! so excited n looking forward(:
my dearest, we go eat lunch at tiong long john 2morow at 2.30 can?

i m homeeee!

2010-08-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

hmmmm.... 2dae is actually quite normal. i m tired(:
FT: did a poster 4 2morow national day... my drawing FAIL de ): natalie draw very niceeeeeee!!!(:
MT: copy some song thingy... Then teacher talk talk talk... Then i sleep sleep sleep!!! i almost really really fall asleep... my head was like moving... HAHAHA :D
RECESS!! i ate prawn crackers(:
Science: went comp lap did some science stuffs then copy copy copy... I LOVE IT! (:
Maths: gt test ar! so nervous... i tink can at least get a pass? must get a pass ar....
English: read jokes n comics then do question... nt really boring... (:
Then went homeeeeeeeeee!!! :D
2morow national day celebration! excited! sch end at 10.30 :D YEAAAAAHH!
My dearest, want go out 2morow? Go take photos!! :D

VANESSA!!!
GET WELL SOON! (; 2MOROW WE GO OUT 2GETHER? ^^

I really dun like 2dae...

2010-08-04T19:08:00.002+08:00

Y each time i do it, it become worse n worse? i feel so blur... I told myself nt 2 do it again, but i still give it a try... and... NOW I REALLY PROMISE, I WONT DO IT AGAIN! NEVER EVER AGAIN!
I dun like you ); y u keep doing this 2 me? ...

Now shooting. I kind of like shooting after 2dae live shoot. i tink that is coooooool!!!! ;DD
but sadly, i m so disappointed.... i gt a zeroooooo! -.- first round, i was the last 2 finish, i still left a lot bullet, but then the whole place was slient... so i anyhow shoot... hai.... my hand was sweating plus shivering like mad! next year bah, next year must at least get a 5point^^(:

2010-08-01T13:27:00.002+08:00

I really hate you now ):

2010-07-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

I knew it. thats it. the end.

i m gonna cry very very very soon.

2010-07-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

i really want 2 rewind the time. pls! i m dying... ):
i really wish that i didnt did that... now i really dun no how... its really nt easy.
cry out loud. go to sleep.

2010-07-24T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hey! Its time..... Stop trying. Give up. No matter how hard u try, nth would happen. Instead, u will feel even more hurt.
But its so difficult. ); hey, everything will b allright. Stay strong.

Treasure every opportunity. But is it too late 2 say all of this now?

2dae is the worst day?

2010-07-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

2 of my best frend just quit SC 2dae. A moment ago, we were still talking about 2morow investiture. Then all of a sudden, they say they want 2 quit. I saw them walking 2 the teacher. I tot that they wont quit, then i saw them taking off their tie.... ..... ..... i m like huh? y they quit!? then tears starts falling, i tried 2 control my tears... but it stop then i started crying again... i have a mixture of sad n angry feelings at that point of time. Everything just happens so quickly, i really dun dare 2 tink how days will look like without them in SC.
I really hope that they will join back SC 1 day...

i m considering quitting SC? idk. hope that 2morow i wont cry...

pasts

2010-07-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

Listening 2 some songs, makes me tink back 2 the olden days. Happy almost everyday? no regrets... i tink too much, put too much into it, now i really regret...
I lost things that i should have. now i have 2 start all over again. is really very stupid -.-

how would 2morow look like?
i dun 1 2morow 2 look like 2dae. i dun 1 cry 2morow.

BACK!

2010-07-18T18:32:00.001+08:00

I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ATC!!! :D
met a lot of CIs from area 14 de, all of then very funny(; is good 2 attend camp even when it is nt sch holiday. when i went 4 the camp, i really did nt tink bout other stuffs, which was really gd!! ^^ i was dying 2 go home during the second day as it was so tiring! i really felt like giving up during the walking around ubin. on the way back 2 sch 2dae, i suddenly miss the whole camp n i hope that 2dae was only the second day...
LOL! :D
but nvm, still gt STC next year(: hope is like this year or even better^^

The stars during the second day, it was really very beautiful... that was the first time i saw so many stars at nite.... I make a wish.... hope that it will come true?
wat if.....?

ATC 2morow

2010-07-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

ATC is 2morow.... A moment ago, i was still very excited... but now... i m nt excited at all...

):

y? y m i still...? i m really very confuse... );
i m sleepy... i should sleep early 2nite, so that i wont tink too much.

i hope that 1 day....

2010-07-10T21:20:00.001+08:00

i wish... i really wish...
I dun 1 2 regret...
I really dun 1....

looser

2010-07-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

I feel so stupid! have been a fool 4 so long...
i m such a looser! ):
wat other things that i do nt know? y everything happen at once!? ):
now i really hate lies! mayb is nt counted as lies bah? but i really have 2 say it is!
feel upset 4 wat!? its nt my fault, now i no the truth. mayb is still my fault, but things cant happen so quickly.
hey, this is how it should b. dun cry. dun feel sad. b happy! 1 day, things might change? i really hope so...
where is the old me? i really regretted. i m such a LOOSER! ):

All of u might nt know wat does all the recent post means cus i kept everything to myself...
I really dun no how 2 say it all out...

):

2010-07-07T21:18:00.001+08:00

seriously... i really feel like crying now ):

too late?

2010-07-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

guess is too late bah?

lost it.

wats the point of feeling sad?

shouldnt even have done that.

how i wish i can rewind the time...

now i lost everything. everything!

)):

trying to finish my homework... cannt concentrate ar... hai...

so silent... ...

2010-07-04T12:42:00.005+08:00

wat should i do?
i dun no y... whenever i tink of it, ....

suddenly, it just happens?
hai... mayb this is how it should b bah?

never again!

no promises

2010-06-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

I started 2 love this song once again...

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

but must change a bit of the lyrics hor? LOLs

2010-06-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

isnt it obvious?
watever.

it will never b the same again yeah?

);

2010-06-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

hahahas. lols. haha. ya?
i dun care. i wont care!

dumb.

);

BACK!

2010-06-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

finally finish the public speaking(: I was nervous but still ok ar...
The camp was FUN! :DD but it was really tiring. lols. first time sleep soooo late^^ YEAH!

but............ ):
lols...

public speaking

2010-06-21T10:38:00.002+08:00

2morow is public speaking.... lols.
Bored bored bored.... -.- This june holiday is a very wierd 1.... i just felt wierd?

so wat m i afraid of?

2010-06-19T09:33:00.002+08:00

whenever the nite comes, i m afraid the next day would come... whenever i wake up in the morning, i felt wierd like i m afraid of something? n that something is coming soon?
But i dun no wat i m afraid of.

All i can do is play comp...

back! :D

2010-06-17T12:53:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i blog. dun feel like blogging already.
i dun 1 next week 2 come so quickly..... pls... next week pls dun come so quickly.
hmmmm.... have been playing hotel city, pet society, rc this few days(:

wat other stuffs can i do? bored.

CD course^^

2010-06-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday went 4 CD course, tot that CD course would b boring, but still ok lahs. cus the person who speak in front keep saying joke, then make the whole course so funnnnnnn :DD The first aid part was like sooooooooo funny! ^^ AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!(: I love CD course!(: CD course ended super super early so went ikea(:

went ikea... wah... now i m really scared 2 go ikea already... I walk round n round at ikea 4 sooooooo many many many times!!! lols :P

Hahahahahahahas XDD

nvm...

2010-06-04T14:38:00.002+08:00

I m so lazy 2dae! dun even feel like doing holiday homework. Have been playing comp 4 the whole day.. gt nth 2 post 4 2dae. will post again 2morow?

website.

2010-06-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

just finish eating my lunch(: now i m quite full...

wake up at 8 then reach school at 8.57. wait until 9 plus then we went 2 the elan room. Teacher taught us how 2 create website so that next time we will know how 2 edit the sc website(: Learn a lot of stuffs. Had lots of fun when trying 2 do the wedsite. was laughing like a crazy women again... LOLS. I name my website LOL. :DD hahahahas. now i need 2 do another web then send 2 teacher.

Report book.

2010-06-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

wake up early in the morning 2 take report book. didnt 1 2 wake up this morning.
wake up, brush my teeth, change 2 uniform, tie my hair then eat breakfast[: wear my shoes, take the lift then walk 2 school. Meet Natalie at the bus-stop outside school, then went up 2 the classroom. wait 4 teacher 2 call my name 2 take my report bk. finally my name is called. results still ok... just that most of the marks were pulled down due 2 didnt really study 4 CA1. CA1 pulled down my marks... ): After that, we walk 2 the bus-stop. Then i went home(:
was very tired when walking home, cus the sky is dark. Is like going 2 rain then i became really sleepy... i now still very sleepy... -.- i 1 go shower!! :DD

I super lazy 2 change blogskin. xDD

The flower...

2010-06-01T12:55:00.003+08:00

This is the flower that is given 2 my mummy during the mother's day event. My mummy n my brother thought that this was a fake flower but actually, this is a real flower. the next day, i found out that the flower is like going 2 die. so i told my mummy, then my mummy was like: This is a real flower? so she quickly put the flower in the water n the next day, the flower survive! :DD hahahahahas xDD

I m so bored... ... gt nth 2 do now-.- sianzzz... ... 2morow taking report bk. a bit scared scared... ...

shrek n neo-print(:

2010-06-01T12:35:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to watch shrek forever after with natalie,vanessa n vanessa's friend(: we meet at great world. i reach a bit earlier, so i keep walking around n around. hahahahas ^^ went outside the great world 2 find natalie then after a while, vanessa n her friend came. went 2 buy the movie ticket n the popcorn, sat quite at the front(: went in the movie theatre, then we kept laughing :D Hahahahahahahahahahahas xDD the movie started, then kept laughing again n ate the popcorn(: The movie ended. popcorn haven finish, so walk around Great world. After that, we went 2 take neo-print. the machine a bit gt problem.... hahahas^^ after taking neo-print, we went home. felt a bit tired when sitting on the bus :] Hahahas^^

Yesterday was FUNNN!! :DD

i m a giant!!

2010-05-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

My mummy ask me 2 go out wif her 2 a mother's day event. then i go out wif her. She told me that there is a cupcake decorating competition, it sounds interesting. Then i reach there, all the ppl were like little kids? i felt like i was a giant?? then parents have 2 sit in front n kids sit behind. then i was like super sianzzz... sit down there n kept starring in front. My mummy walk towards me n was like: y u so sad? then i was like: everybody so small, then i like 1 giant.. Then she keep telling me 2 b happy. so i tried 2 b happy^^ we ate food 2gether.:] but i still felt bored. then the cupcake decorating competition started(: started decorating, the little kids did even better than me xDD
After the competition, sat down there again. Told my mummy that i 1 2 go home first. Then she was like: ok lorh...

sorry mummy... cus i went home first...

I m full...

2010-05-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

I m here!! :DD i m so super full, although is already 1hr?

its currently raining now, n there is lightning... super scary!! )): my comp is like so near the window?

nvm. shall blog bout the UG camp.

First day of camp. was so super bored, cus seperated from friends ar... the most boring part is when discussing the group name n group cheer. ok, the group cheer is FUNNY! :DD then played some games, i started feeling happy when playing games(: then gt campcraft, then i became quiet n sianz again. cus i hate campcraft-.- cant really remember wat happen after campcraft. then went home that time, i was so super sticky... -.-

second day of camp. FUN FUN FUN!! :D played treasure hunting. ran about... although it was tiring, but no choice ar. just kept running!! then lunch? cant really remember wat happen... then we went 2 collect canned food? the block that we went was so super scary. i go knock knock, then gt woof woof... the dog almost jump out, every1 ran. Hahahas ^^ sat at the bemch there, wanted 2 go home take handphone but cannt. was so super sad): went back school. tea break. I LOVE TEA BREAK!! gt ICE-CREAMMMM!! xDD didnt no that UG camp gt ice-cream. then bathing. I HATE THE BATHING PART!!-.- the pipe so super short, how 2 bath?? sianzzzz. then eat dinner, dun like the food... started 2 perspire. no point bathing. then... then... then... CAMPFIRE! woooooo! suddenly durian ask me 2 b background singer. we all sing baby. hahahas((: nice nice^^ screammmm, shouuuuut, yelled during campfire. clap hands until pain (: was really fun! after campfire, bath again then go hall 2 put bags n put our sleeping bag. Gt air-con. but still very hot. was pespiring when sleeping-.- then we went 2 level 3. we walk around. HAHAHAS :DD then we kept talking plus laughing during sleeping time. so SUPER FUNNY! xDD AHHAHAHAHAHAS (: n i laugh continuosly 4 bout half hour? AHHAHAHAHAHAS. ^^ tried 2 control my laughter but cannt, laugh until gt stomach cramp.... -.- then sleep.

third day of the camp. brush teeth. was sleepy. most of the CCA still sleeping, only our CCA all wake up liao... put bags in classroom. guess wat happen next? we did morning exercise... n its only 6 plus -.- my hand seriously gt no strength during the morning exercise. then ate breakfast. breakfast was ok but a lot ppl say nt nice... morning assembly, feel like sleeping. then played amazing race. ran here n there again. came in second 4 amazing race^^ brought canned food 2 the opposite of our school. hahahahas :DD end of camp...

suddenly miss the camp so much... )):

Another CCA day...

2010-05-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

2dae is CCA day. it's always so tiring... i no longer look 4ward 2 CCA day. i find it so sianzz -.- luckily the field was wet, or i would have died 2dae. no need 2 run 2dae but still gt PT. it's kind of even worse? did wierd kind of push up. Hand almost died. Then was real tired. sat at the canteen bench then ate prawn crackers n wang wang!! xD walk up 2 3rd level 2 change 2 full-u. HOT!! teacher told us that 2dae need give out paper to 5 blocks. my group need 2 give paper 2 block 91. was kind of scary? then b4 going 2 the block, was like playing at the classroom corridor... ... then i guess u no wat happen... get scolded by teacher. HE SHOUTED! THEN I LOOK BACK, HE WAS THERE. SHOCKED. DROPPED THE THING THAT I WAS HOLDING. RAN BACK 2 CLASS. HAHAHA xD due 2 nt having enough paper, we went back 2 school earlier then need 2 go back there next time 2 give the paper again -.- went 4 water break. then fall in at parade square. started training 4 NPCC day. my leg really cant stand anymore. is like, i cant even stand 4 15mins then my leg keep moving liao. i guess 2dae i really very tired le. or i grew fatter. or i grew older. after all the training, ran back 2 class 2 drink water. cant live without water. ^.^

then rush 2 change back 2 PT attire. thought that i was late 4 SC meeting then ran 2 AVT. found out that the room is still occupied. -.- natalie did nt go 4 SC meeting cus gt LTC. then i was lonely... ... sat in department. was lying on the table cus i m real tired. Then after that, went 2 comp lap. sat at the side wif dayna n eunice. was kind of lonely? cus nobody talk 2 me ): everyone were chatting n doing their stuffs. hahaha. then wanted 2 watch LTC, but finish liao ): ate lunch wif natalie then went home...
THE END! :D

i love my dearest, xsg, lbb, ddg, dxj (: If i ever do something wrong or say something wrong, pls do nt hate me. cus i might nt know that i have done something wrong. i will try my very best nt 2 do anything wrong.
i really love my dearest(:

should i change my blogskin?

2010-05-19T16:18:00.001+08:00

i hate you!
i really dun no wat u 1... i wont b so stupid anymore.

i shall blog(:

2010-05-08T16:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went consolidation room 4 a while, then went Eunice house(: hehehe xD stay at a place 2 play game, very fun but scary(: then went 2 Eunice house 2 play wii(: had fun playing at Eunice house ^^ then went home ):
I love yesterday(:

to natalie: it's ok de :D hahahas xD

gt outting 4 sc 8! :D horray! horray! :D miss every1 in sc 8!
i m so happy now(:

outta here

2010-04-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

I love the song outta here again....

): things happen when u dun 1 it to. things dun happen when u 1 it to.

Actual parade

2010-04-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

I m so so so excited bout 2morow NPAP. AFter so many trainings, the real parade comes.. Really learn lots of stuffs in this parade. Hmmmm... I m tinking wat will happen 2 me 2morow when the parade ends. will i cry? will i faint? will i have a super wierd feeling? After each training, there is always a wierd feeling, which i seriously hate! ): I tink most probably i will cry when i reach home 2morow ):

I dun 1 2morow 2 come so quickly... If it comes quickly, it ends quickly.
Gd luck 2 me(: i must nt make any mistake in 2morow parade^^

HORRAY!

2010-04-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

mummy just went out(: i m alone at home! (: HORRAY! xD

2010-04-05T17:04:00.002+08:00

I really dun dare 2 go training anymore.... 4 more times.... OMG! whenever i tink of it, i feel dammm ps can!? wed most probably going training.... aiyoyo...... wahhhhhhhhhhhh ):

SO PS LEH!!!! :(

preview...

2010-04-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

2dae is NPAP preview... left wif few trainings 2 actual parade. I love training, due 2 some reasons(: 2dae was almost perfect. But during the middle of preview, was so super hot!! then make a lot of mistakes. After the preview, was laughing. went back the room, the air-con so cold! :D i love it! (:

but when about to leave the place, something happen ):

it's almost a perfect training.

If ....... ......... ......... ......... will i still love the trainings of NPAP??????

there r only a few trainings left....

east coast park( part 1)

2010-03-21T12:55:00.001+08:00

van, sorry 4 nt posting yesterday cus i tried to publish my post but cannt... sorry

shall post bout fri cus i went to east coast park wif lbb, xsg, ddg n dxj(: i love them :D meet nat at tiong then went to ntuc to buy snacks. (: then went great world mac to meet van n then we eat breakfast together xD then eunice n dayna came(: then went to east coast park. chat n took photo on the bus^^ we reach east coast park then rented a bicycle. taught nat how to cycle(: went to mac to eat ice-cream. yummy! (; then cycle a bit then went to the sea water n play :D my pants gt wet... then it started to rain. wj n vic came. we return our bicycles then went kallang to eat lunch(:

):

2010-03-18T15:39:00.003+08:00

my mum ask me to stay at home cus she wants me to accompany her go suntec. then she asked me to wait 4 her call then go tiong meet her. I wait 4 her call 4 so long... then she come back home. Then i asked: i tot u say go tiong meet u? then she say: raining, very troublesome to go out. now i very angry wif my mum ): wasted 1 day of my holiday ):

2010-03-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

i m sad. ya. yes i m. i should just go and sleep. nobody cares. have nt been doing tuition hw. tuition teacher told my mum. now trying to do but my mind is nt on hw, is on something else. ):

OMG!!

2010-03-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

around 1 something, somebody ring the door bell. then my mum went to open the door but there was nobody. ok, now whos the person who did that!!?

First day of school holiday...

2010-03-15T13:18:00.001+08:00

I m lazy. ya. i know i m lazy. i m dumb. ya. i know i m dumb.
wake up early in the morning. watch hai pai tian xin. i m slow... many ppl watch finish liao. Its unfair... My bro gt laptop!! wahhhhh )): was like asking mum y he have laptop i dun have... then she say: aiya, is share share 1. u can use it if u tink that the comp is slow... !?!? then 2dae i ask mum can use laptop? then she say u 1 use 4 wat? so the laptop is his lah!!! then is his then say is his lorh... dun need 2 say is share share 1... sianz -.-
2morow need go school 2 pass up essay. havent even do yet. havent even starts doing my holiday hw.
feel like going out but my dearest need go back school... But nvm(: cus friday we going East Coast Park(: anybody wants 2 go? hahahas^^
I change my blogskin! :D nice? hahahas^^
shall post later or 2morow.

2010-03-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

today is a sad day... the sec 4s step down le...): hmmm... is really a sad day... ):

is so crazy!

2010-03-09T18:33:00.002+08:00

2dae is so crazy. i gt wack 4 like dun no how many times. Then my hand gt so many silvery ink + purple ink... Then my PE shirt gt 1 black ink... -.-

PE, sweat like crazy... did pull-up, i did 16. was like cannt blieve i actually did 16 instead of 6? Then went back class 4 el lesson. did the character stuffs. Recess wif LBB, XSG, DDG, DXJ (: did recess duty then went back class 4 maths. I go change my seat 2 XSG there. was like disturbing some1 wif my hp. AHHAHAHAHAHA! Home econ, everything is like kind of rush? Taste 3 different choco cake n must say which is the best. I tink all tastes the same? but there is still a best choco cake(: went back class 4 Alife. I went crazy during Alife -.- saw yf sleeping. ITS SO FUNNY!!! :D cant stop laughing when tink of that image of him sleeping. form teacher wants 2 talk 2 every student. teacher ask me question then i just keep laughing. HAHA! :D School over liao, then go home! sianzzzzzz... -.-

Later gt tuition. 7.45 will leave house. still gt lost of hw nt done yet )): 2morow gt training. I kind of love training now ^^

I CANT WAIT 4 NEXT WED!! Going 2 east coast wif LBB, XSG, DDG & DSJ! :D

vivo!!!

2010-03-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

back from vivo. was like msging while walking. type super slow when walking. tot that my headache will b gone... but its still there... !!!!! looking 4ward to wed trainning. but when tink of fri training... hahahas!! i m sleepy -.-
wat m i suppose to do??

2010-03-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

i tink i m having fever. my head is aching plus heavy. i m dying. later going out wif family.
great. need some fresh air. its just so wierd ):

2010-02-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

hey,i must study hard! stop tinkin bout other stuffs!

2010-02-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

Hey!okay,lets talk bout my training today. I was so looking 4ward 2 the trainning. Then there was 1 new person taking us. First look at her,i find that shes a good person. But during training... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant stand it. Had been marching wif anger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dun want to c her for the next training!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wil study hard!

2010-02-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hey!! (: i m here. shall talk bout 2dae... HMmmm... 2dae first lesson is science! MRT scold us plus joking wif us, hahahahahas! (: gt back my results... dun 1 2 talk bout it. Still gt another science paper 2 pull me up, so must study! study! study! No more playing le.. .. .. chinese lesson! ok.. ok.. chinese lesson used 2 b the most fun lesson in the past... but... is no longer the most fun lesson, it is the most BORING lesson!-.- Recess, didnt eat. stayed in classroom then went down bookshop 2 buy sketchbook(: Did recess duty then went back class. Art lesson! 4got 2 bring art file. dun no wat m i tinking..? keep 4getting 2 bring things... there was art exam, it was easy(: but very rushing, cus need trace 2 pics then need colour plus outline. But i finish on time(: went to wash hand. came back, geog lesson! OMG! teacher come in. guess wat he said? he said: 2dae there is geog test. I m like HUH!? so i prepared 2 die. Then i was like tinking y cannt next week then have the test?? ): Lucky i didn really died during the test. i tink most probably can past ar... end of geog lesson. went 2 discuss ans wif vanessa :D Then mrs alsagoff came in. Then i went back 2 my seat. Eng lesson! bored. teacher taught us grammar.. .. then gt hw... end of lesson, went buy chocolate(: I LOVE CHOCOLATE! :DD

Later gt tuition... SiAnZzzz...

2010-02-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

Went find teacher 4 gos thing. Then she ask me 2 find her later. Then i go home.. 2morow then find her again... Sian. Going 2 do my tuition hw or i will die during tuition(:

2010-02-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

just came back from aunty house. ate lots of stuffs,super full!! :D played wif ham ham but it was sleeping-.- then when someone touches it, it bite the hand... scary... lucky nev get bitten ^^ currently watching tv,ok,its super FUNNY!! ahhahahahas!! :D HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (: love lbb,xsg,ddg,dxj (: