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I M SO SO SO SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was nt here at Friday, November 13, 2009 | back to top

I M REALLY BORED!!!!!

is there any jokes 4 me ?????

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A trip wif my dearest! :D
Was nt here at Thursday, November 12, 2009 | back to top

2dae, wake up at 9 plus then started msging :D Then ate breakfast, choose clothes 2 wear then went 2 bath bout 11 plus. After that, pack bag then left house bout 12.20.
After that, meet eunice, natalie, dayna, at tiong mac there, then we were bout 2 walk 2 the bus-stop then there was a lady asking ask 2 donate money. each of us gave $2 then the lady give 1 ticket 2 us then she tell us that this is a discount when u play bowling or pool in safra. So we were like ok cus we r going 2 safra anyway ^^ after that it started rainning heavily n every1 were wet! xD we board the bus 2 bing bing grandparents' house :] we sit down n watch tv. After that, bing bing n dong gua went 2 fetch bing bing sister (: After they reach home, we went 2 great world 2 eat mac(: then bus 2 safra! :D we played pool, i was bad at pool 4 the first round.... but at the second round, i played better(:
bout 5 plus, went 7-eleven, then bing bing,sha gua, xiang jiao sat 195 home. me, dong gua sat 145 home(: Then waited 4 the bus. then the bus came, then dong gua told me that she waiting 4 her frend so i board the bus myself... reach home very quickly. then starts msging again(: currenlty, i tink my phone left $1 plus?
2dae was a very Happy day! ^^ I love u guys always, bing bing, sha gua, dong gua n xiang jiao! :D
the saddest day of my LIFE... ...
Was nt here at Wednesday, November 4, 2009 | back to top

sianz... -.- yesterday, wat the most saddest day of my life! ): I was so silly n stupid yesterday.
Yesterday was the 35th thingy. wait 4 taxi, there was many taxi but all r hired... In the end, we were late 4 10 mins? The teacher was like so dam angry lol... Then look at my shoes n point at it, then i was like no no, i now changing. Then put bag eat dinner at 5.30. How 2 eat when is only 5.30? I seriously just cant eat lol. Is like i keep getting scolded yesterday. Then the teacher said, side pins? then i said: Huh dun have.. Then she gave me 2 pins 2 ask me 2 pin up my side hair. Then she like keep staring at me. Then i pin lol. she say wat, later u say gd evening that time, the hair all cover your face. I was like wat?? when say gd evening, do i need 2 bow like 90 degree? I just have 2 like nod the head a bit n smile n then just sae gd evening? then i felt like crying.... ); i didn 1 2 eat, i was dam full. i eat a bit only, then she sae, eat more, later u faint, i leave u there. i was like smiling. I felt like going home at that point of time. i should nt even go 2 the 35th thingy lol. is that i didn bought any tickets, i do nt need 2 perform so i need 2 do the duty over there. Then is like everything i m in the rong lol. watever la. After that stand at the escalator there to ans ppl question. ppl ask me wheres the toilet? how 2 go 2 the dun no wat resturant? i just said i nt sure. How i no wheres the place? i also dun work at the esplanade... .. I tot my role was 2 tell ppl the way 2 the concert there? Then every1 get in the concert hall ready.. Then the teacher sae, u all can go in n watch the performance ready. Then something happen. Theres 1 person said, i m so sorry, there r no more seats, u all have 2 watch from this plasma tv. The plasma tv was dam small allrights? i can c anything... then the teacher said y u all nev go in? then we say, no more seats liao. Then she said wat? i go check wif the teacher. Then some1 said the seats was occupied by mr roland tan.... we were so sad lol... Then stand until leg pain liao. so nev watch the performance..... sit down bhind doing nth. then teacher say go in n station yourself. stancd there then the VIPs went out 2 look at the stalls? Then when they come back in, we have 2 leave the concert hall. we were like huh... Then teacher sae, go eat. we go eat. there was nt much foods left... so eat lol... then went 2 practise 2 give the flowers. The practise was allright. but... ... during the real thing. I went up the stage, give the flower 2 the choir instuctor, he took it then bout after 1 or 2 seconds like that, the flower drop on the floor... i was like omg, wat i should do? the audience all shouted:O... i felt so stupid n silly. i dun no y the flower drop... is it the way that i hold the flower, then he very difficult 2 take then he drop the flower? every1 sae is i drop 1. they sae i let go early... ... i really dun no...
aiya, the whole thing is my fault la..... I n stupid allrights?? such a simple thing n i cant do it right... I hate myself. ppl, stop asking me who drop the flower, i really dun feel like talking bout this... I HATE MYSELF ;(

DUN TALK 2 ME BOUT THIS INCIDENT ANYMORE, pls....

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Was nt here at Friday, October 30, 2009 | back to top

Firstly, I NEED THE STUPID KENELY NUMBER! ... ...
2dae did the carpark duty. direct the car 2 where it should go wif fiona. I felt so dam stupid in the beginning... But as there r more cars coming in, i felt more better(: Went back class took my report bk. Miss park told me 2 improve. The results still nt bad xD After take report bk, walk walk, walk everywhere... Then went sc room slack^^ then went foyer 2 help out. The whole day was just walk everywhere. Then went back sc room, pack bag. After every1 change liao, went home. It starts raining. Then eat lunch. Currenlty, blogging :D



Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place (1,2,3,4)
Right now
It’s so amazing how you have so many faces
And you are not that person I thought that I had fell so deep in love with
You changed up your makeup your DNA I
can’t recognize you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart and me
Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now
My body’s trembling it’s so damn hard
To kick this feeling, your heart is so cold and now
I’m freezing
Wish you could feel the pain maybe I will arrange it
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can’t recognize, you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed, what a waste of my heart and me
Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
I thought that we were forever
I guess I misunderstood
My fault for thinking you loved me
Or even thinking you ever could
Get me out of here right now
Get me out of here right now
Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
(you don’t really care)
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
1,2,3,4
Right now, right now, right now
Someone get me outta this place
Right now, right now, right now
Someone get me outta this place
Get me outta here



... no one will ever understand... ):
Farewell...
Was nt here at Thursday, October 29, 2009 | back to top

Time really flies... Sec 1 is over. I wanted 2 graduate from secondary school quickly during half way in sec 1... But now, i just feel like i dun 1 2 leave sec school cus is so fun! ^^
2dae was the farewell party but i wasnt feeling happy like other ppl do cus, i could nt b wif my 4 dearest... ): When the party is ending n every1 was cleaning up, Then they came(: I was HAPPY! :D hahahahahahahahaha xD went recess 2gether, didnt eat much, only it hello panda(: Then listen 2 them talk, i was quiet. After that, walk back 2 class myself then sit down there, starring into space. Bored. Teacher brought bucket, cloth then start spring cleaning. I was helping in cleaning the cupboard. Took out all the files. After cleaning, walk here walk there. nth 2 do. then sweep the floor. After that, ever1 sit in a circle then do the last reflection in sec 1... ....
They ask, wats the worst decision u have made/ wats the most responsible decision that u have made. I wrote, I don't know. i didn 1 2 write the real ans.(: bored. After that, dismiss liao... Bye Sec 1... ):
I went 2 canteen, have my lunch. Ate mash potato n drink fruit punch... Bout 1 like that, went 2 the sc room. Took my blazer. Just nice(: Then went home.... 2morow 7.15 reach? so early!! -.-
Wat is the correct time 2 reach 2morow?... ... I dun 1 wear the long sleeve shirt 2 school... ... ...

sadness. idk y...

There's some things we don't talk about

Rather do without

And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of

Together all the while


You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time and time again

Younger now than we were before


Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x2]


Picture you're the queen of everything

As far as the eye can see

Under your command

I will be your guardian

When all is crumblingSteady your hand


You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time, time and time again

Younger now then we were before
Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x2]


We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x4]

CCA dae
Was nt here at Wednesday, October 28, 2009 | back to top

confused. sad. ):

2dae is CCA day, played game, bored. bored. bored. I in the group name watermelon, funny rite?^^ Then run around 2 different stations then gt 1 station, tying the leg wif other ppl n then walk. I hate that station... it cause my leg 2 b so pain..! B4 the games, i went 4 my recess. Ate fried maggie. is white in colour... i prefer the 1 that is brown cus it smell more nice n is spicy(: i love SPICY! :D i was late... first time? (: hahahahahahahaha xD i really miss the recess wif bing bing, sha gua, dong gua n xiang jiao... ... ... ... ): school is ending soon... but lucky, next year every1 still same class(: HAPPY! :D
Back 2 CCA. So after all the games, listen 2 kenley n dun no who talking their experience in the dun no wat trip(: was so interesting! kenley 2dae was strict lol... .... -.- nt used 2 it. hahahahaha xD After that, went home! ^^ currently i m Blogging of course! :D going play games le(:

Bye ppl(:



In the heart Of the night Where it's dark In the lights I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor Ohhhh Ohhhhh
I looked down And my shirts turning red
I'm spinning around Felt her lips on my neck And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you Want you tonight
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh
No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
Thought I moved More than on Thought I could Fool her charm I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone Ohhhh ohhhh
Hear the sound Of a love so loud I just can't, I just can't Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me And she wants me
Wants me tonight
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh
No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)
In the heart Of the night When it's dark In the lights I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh
No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
The end.
Was nt here at Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | back to top

Just reach home? 2dae is the last day 4 inter-class game n mass game. HAPPY! My rashes still nt gone yet... ... SAD! The inter-class game was so much better than the previous 1. I felt less tired 2dae cus gt my class 1e3(: After that, the debrief n then we went 4 the PTI meeting. It was... i was doing carpark duty? sounds wierd. 4get it, go wif it... ... went 2 the block opposite the school. I was wif like three wirerd male ppl? Teaching me how 2 talk n walk smartly. some1 said, your voice so high pitch n he actually act the sound of mine? I hate the sound too, I dun 1 it this way too.
No choice. idc, watever.
Went home after the last gurl went off(: walk walk walk then reach home... ... ?? ?? ?? I feel like saying something, but dun no 1 is it? ... ...
Vey long nev really spend a lot of time wif bing bing, sha gua, dong gua n xiang jiao le... ): i love them! :D
who is batman/superman? tag wif your real name pls.


Woah WoahNow listen to me babyBefore I love and leave yah(Oh oh oh oh)
They call me heart-breakerI don't wanna decive yaaah(Oh oh oh oh)
If you fall for meI'm not easy to pleaseI might tear you apartTold yah from the startBaby from the start
I'm only gonna break break yourBreak break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break yourBreak break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break yourBreak break ya heart
I'm only gonna break break yourBreak break ya heart
(Woah)( Woah)
There's no point trying to hide(Oh oh oh oh)
No point trying to erase me(Oh oh oh oh)
I know I gotta problemBy doing this behavour(Oh oh oh oh)
If you fall for meI'm not easy to pleaseI might tear you apartTold you from the startBaby, from the start
I'm only gonna break breakYa break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break breakYa break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break breakYa break break ya heart
I'm only gonna break breakYa break break ya heart
(Woaah woaah)(Woaah woaah)